You know that phrase that parents use "I'm not angry, just disapointed" and everyone hates to hear that. Well thats sort of how I feel right now. so here's the story, my friends have been breathing down my neck to confess to the guy I like (who is also one of my best friends) for the past 3 months. And Satuday I finally did it. I got rejected as I expected. I was not the best case (I get a boyfriend) or the worst case (loseing him), it was the middle case (rejected but still friends, YAY!). But I found myself crying this morning and I didn't know why because I'm really not upset. I guess I just felt stupid for thinking I had a chance
. Also Probley because my friends are going to anyoy the hell out of me eather by says "There are more fish in the sea, more seamen.....in the navy, don't get any ideas you pervs" or saying "I was right" or even just laughing. My friend Hanna gave me a 10% chance to begin with. So I'm going to have a horable few days because so many of my friends are going to be mean. And I probley going to hear more bashing about him from them (probley from the ones who don't know him more then the ones who do). They have to remeber he is still my friend so their going to have to watch it. I have Critical friends too, some never liked the sound of him and some who always makes fun of the way he looks or acts (no one he knows). So wish me luck!